Ugh, i need to be up in like five hours and cannot fall asleep for the life of me. Im in a weird funk, i need to clear my head or something.

Oh I just realised that I also get excited when I get an email. That is the point my life is at right now, I get excited over email because I always hope that it is a comment or something else from someone that I can reply to.

Sometimes it just hits me in the face how fucking lame and nerdy I am. Good Lord. Good thing I have some social graces otherwise I would be fucked.