Not too bad!

Thanks. I think. Ha. I'm so weird with compliments. Like part of me is like, oh she said that because the pictures are pretty, but she doesn't know you well enough to be like "ohhhh, pretty" and the other part of me is like she said that because she wanted to comment but didn't want to be like "get yer ugly mug off the internets, you're ruining my friends page with your uglyness."

Man, I act so confident in person yet I am so insecure. I think I am so ugly. Like beyond regular ugly, like super ugly. It's weird.

No, I meant it. I just didn't have a better compliment because it was early in the morning. I think you look very nice!

I'm not great with compliments either...

I have a very hard time believing compliments because of how I see myself.

J says that there is this song by a country singer that was written for me. I found the song, here is a link to the lyrics if you want to look at them. http://www.cowboylyrics.com/lyrics/kershaw-sammy/she-dont-know-shes-beautiful-6693.html

It's super sweet, I just don't see it.

You're so cute! I really like the first one!

Thanks :) I feel super ugly all the time and how I look in these is generally how I look most of the time, unless I have my hair pulled back. I irritate my best friend and John all the time because I'm constantly like "do you think I'm ugly", and it's kinda funny because my best friend looks like my sister. Everywhere we go people ask us if we are sisters, so I wonder if she thinks I think she's ugly because I think I'm ugly, because we look alike. You know. And I don't think she's ugly at all, she's actually quite beautiful, so I don't know why I don't see that in me.

It's like every girls dream to be naturally beautiful, I wish that I had that. The only part of me that I really dig are my eyes because they are rad and my hair, I freaking love my hair.

oh yeah, I'm going to snag your icon too, because I loves it. It's time for a change in icons for me, plus I love guys with tattoos and guitars. Swoon. Patrick from FOB is going to be my husband one day.

I feel the same way too. I'm going through a bad skin phase and I feel like EVERYone can see it even though I'm sure it's only front and center in my own mind. I hate my nose though, as soon as I can afford it, I'm getting it fixed.


And sure - you can take my icon! I'm glad you like it! It's Chad from New Found Glory, my fave band! Do you listen to them?

Yes, I love them. :)

Good luck with the skin thing going on right now. I don wear any powder or foundation or anything because it makes my skin feel gross. Did you recently start a new medication or birth control or something that could be causing it?

look your deeply cute, you always have been, and I would have made advances before if well i've been assuming your str8...

Thank you :) Yeah, I am most definitely straight, but thank you very much for the compliment. I don't usually handle compliments well, because I feel that I am really ugly, like stand out in a crowd ugly. It's crazy I know.

I love your photos. You have the best photographer. So sexy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do have an awesome photographer, do you want his number so he can take some pictures of you too? And you have to say you love my photos, it's in the rules.

Gorgeous!

Awww, thank you. I honestly think that is the first time anyone has ever said that about me. I always get that I'm cute, which is so girl next door you know.

I honestly think that I am super ugly though, like I cringe when I look at myself in the mirror. I have amazing confidence though so I can make it seem that I'm not that down on myself, but really I am.

The only thing I really like about my looks are my eyes because they are pretty rad and I love my hair. Like really love my hair, it grows super fast and does whatever I want it to. The only complaint I have about it is that it is super fine and super slick, so it will slip out of clips and stuff.

But thank you so much again :)

oh man! i didn't really catch that you think you are stand-out-in-a-crowd ugly. i mean, i just thought you had the regular appearance issues. you are so not ugly. i didn't comment cos it's just like, hey it's you and you look cool, but i'm not so into that sorta thing (how people look) and i wouldn't really care if you were 'ugly' whatever that means.
i am also (sometimes) considered 'cute' and it's slightly annoying not being 'beautiful'* but hey, things could be a lot worse :) i also have quite nice hair.
(* but really, really, what is that? i bet J thinks you're beautiful and sexy and cute. most models aren't beautiful (to me), but most of my friends are.)

Most models aren't beautiful to me either, I really don't think you should be able to see someones bones. It freaks me out, it just makes me think they are emaciated and need to eat a sandwich or something.

I think that most of my friends are beautiful. I look at my friends sometimes and I'm like wow, I really do have pretty friends. I have this one friend Dan that is gorgeous, and he has low self esteem and weird issues with women and I feel so bad for him. I remember being in high school and having the hugest crush on him. The last time I saw him (when I was in SD last, so a few weeks ago) someone we didn't know assumed we were married or dating or something, and told us that we would have the most beautiful children. It was amusing.

And really beauty is subjective, everyones view of beauty is different, I just don't like feeling ugly. There is this song that J says was written for me by this country singer, he says it reminds him of me so much. Here is the link to the lyrics http://www.cowboylyrics.com/lyrics/kershaw-sammy/she-dont-know-shes-beautiful-6693.html

And just to let you know, I think you are super pretty, I told J that after the first time we met you. All around you are just an awesome chick. :)

You are beautiful! You have awesome eyes and hair and when you're laughing it makes me want to laugh with you =)

Aww, thank you so much. Like I told everyone else that commented, I really feel that I am ugly, like stand out in a crowd ugly, it's horrible. I wish that I didn't view myself like that, it would make life so much easier. I have amazing confidence though, which is weird, so people would never suspect that I feel that way about me when they meet me. My mom tells me that people are drawn to me because of the confidence that I give off and because I am beautiful. John tells me that when I walk into a room, I light it up and that people actually stop what they are doing to look at me, and I totally don't notice it. But I have been told that I have an infectious laugh, so it's funny that you picked up on that from the pictures. Thank you so much again, the more people tell me, the more I start to believe it, I think that seeing a psych will help a lot with the issues that I have.

But I do have to agree, I love, love, love my eyes. I really do like them because they pretty much change color depending on what I am wearing and because of my one eye being half brown and and half blue on my drivers license my eye color is listed as dichromatic, which I think is awesome. And I do love my hair. It grows super fast and does whatever I want it to most of the time. I have very few bad hair days because if I want it wavy I just let it dry naturally, put some product in it and I get that look that look that is so popular right now, or I can blow dry it straight and it will look awesome either way. The only problem with it is that it is super fine and super slick so it will slip out of clips, so if I want to put it back I have to use actual hair ties and it still starts to slowly slip out of it.

Anyway, I don't know if you picked up on this yet, but I tend to ramble sometimes. Ha. Thank you again for the compliment. One day I will be so much better about actually believing them.

you have serious issues with your view of yourself, i would seek professional help if i was you.

Do I know you? How exactly do I have serious issues with myself? I'm just curious since you are the only person to have anything negative to say on this post and I'm not sure that telling someone that you don't know that they should be seeking professional help, considering I am very certain you have absolutely no idea what has been going on in my life.

Yeah I may think that I'm not as cute as I really am, but did you also know that I had a 19 day old daughter die in May, so I've been having some huge things happening to me all around.

Would it really have been that hard to say something a little less critical and a little more nice?

How did you even find this post anyhow? I am very curious as to who you are.